I was his first love
And it pains me to know
I’ve shattered his views forever.
My heart aches for someone like you
Someone to show me how I deserved to be loved
You were a step in my journey of discovery
And I stepped on you hard.
In the silence
We both know
I ran back to the familiar
I’d be lying if I said it was never you
For a brief moment in time
You were the Earth where I planted my feet
The sun where I absorbed my light
The air that allowed me to breathe
And the water that quenched my soul.
We came from two different worlds
And that was my excuse
In reality I wasn’t strong enough to fight
In reality I didn’t want to fight
You made me feel electric.
You were the best thing for me
At the time.
I am the sun
You are the Earth
Who needs who.
I promised I’d never hurt him
But I did
He promised he’d never hurt me
And he didn’t.
I did not want to face the villain in our fairy tail
So I ran
Turns out I face the villain everyday
In the mirror.